"into the woods"...

how far he had gone into the woods?
nobody knows, how he could?
why he shut down the door of life
where he went is unknown to his father's wife,
life seem to him as punishment
he broke the chains and went,
far , far into the woods..
yet nobody knows, how he could?

we can't search for him or bring him back
hes gone and the courage to go into the woods we lack,
he must be resting on some tree,
or sleeping under branches,
happy, cheerful and free
away from all grievances
only the god knows of him and the woods,
yet nobody knows, how he could?

his jacket lie hanging on pine
his cap now fits on heads of spine
his boots are now the rest place of rats
his specks suits on the eyes of bats,
his wallet has a photograph
of a nice young lady with a scarf
on the back of it are written some lines
the girl died of fever on September 29,
she lie buried there in the grave of fur
and he ended his life with hers...

the air blew hard and sun above shinned
now one could feel his departure was divine
we must not go in search of him into the woods
nobody will ever know, how he could?

REVIEW OF "SARKAR RAJ"

OVER-SENSATIONAL , OVER-HYPED , REASONABLY ILLOGICAL DARK THRILLER
Every camera angle taking close-ups of the lead characters (Big B , Small B and even Aishwarya rai bachhan) , every dialogue , slow and short one-liners , said as if this one is the best one of the whole movie , only to turn out to be just another predictive RGV style comment and every relationship is portrayed(be it of a father and son...of a top foreign company executive and the chhote sarkar of mumbai), seemingly imitating the silent hollywood ishtyle only to be left out in middle belonging neither to the bollywood's masala nor to the hollywood's cunning drama . So much the characters are made to talk with their eyes(or they try to) that you are left praying to god for some normal talking and display of emotions on the big screen. Despite all these unfortunate but foolish failures, the movie scores with some fabulous performance of the ace artiste . Abhishek rocks all through the movie but finally and usually the big boss subash nagre aka SARKAR ,Amitabh bachhan steals the show with the climatic performance that certainly do something but little to save the movie. The background score of Amar mohile succeeds in carrying the movie forward though at times it overdoes itself and comes unnaturally and misplaced. Seeking where the problem lies in this much hyped dark blockbuster u'll quickly find out that its nothing but the lack of a good fine plot which seems to be the problem with almost all of recent ramu's movies. Finally sarkar raj fails to stick audience to their theatre seat and one can certainly take some time off and evasdrop on the couple sitting beside. you ceratainly do miss a k .k menon.

i hate my heart

i hate my heart
it loved u...
i hate my heart
it wants u...
i hate my heart
its not mine , anymore..
i hate my heart
it betrayed me , for sure
i hate my heart
its so easily touched..
n in it, love so eagerly felt...

tht it crosses all roads

to reach to the place

where it seems , happiness dealt...

only to find theres darkness ahead

n loneliness lying under the shed..

only to witness another shattering blow

another teary night

another deepening wound

another frightening sight....

just to see another crashed heart
i hate my heart
i hate my heart
it loved u........

the story.....

amid all the partying n bullying n hiphopping....something strange bit me....something that couldnt be explained , somethin of no real figure and sense.....
five minutes back the dance floor that seems to rock from every nick n corner seems to fall apart....n the people that were too close ,my freinds looked utterly unfamiliar n disturbing....though every muscle of thier bodies seems to dance away , they looked stationary...still.....unmoving
then i decide to walk away....i cud hear no music...i cud nt dance......i felt shattered.....but the cause wsnt known ..atleast not to me....
every filled glass lokked empty.....every eye teary.....i shook my head to shake awy the dizziness but that grew more strong....i saw my leg fumbling...my eyes trying hard to stay open...
then i saw her.....nd it ws the last thing i saw tht night......

(it continues in the next blog...)